tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22507917465178321612024-03-13T07:18:35.149-07:00enveloped ideasTrying pointlessly to understand
Having nothing to say
Just shadows and what remains boxed inside,
This is what I call my enveloped ideas.
Singing out my enveloped ideas...
Doesn't seem all too bad.
Hoping it would be easier
To sing out my Enveloped Ideas.- The Dawngesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.comBlogger104125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-25805759844321476902012-03-06T01:13:00.004-08:002012-03-06T02:07:24.343-08:00His Pursuit of Happiness<div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 102); ">My friend Homer passed the bar exam! Im happy for him genuinely.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 102); "><br /></span></div><div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">We met during college where we’ve been part of our barkada we called “Kanlungan”. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>We connected through music basically from different genres.., from Linkin Park to Eraserheads, Rivermaya, Beatles,<span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>Third Eye Blind, Oasis, Vertical Horizon, Bamboo and many others. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>I remembered how we would analyze every lyrics and how did the writer came up to such good lyrics. (its good to recall!)<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">Back then we were concerned about not wanting mediocrities and how we feel we belong in the world we found on our own. We can talk about almost everything under the sun. Our life struggles, our passion. Newfound ideas and friends and their different impact in our lives were discussed. We both talked about the love of our lives and how we both lost and accepted it. I admit that he’d made a huge part of helping me find myself over long talks, tambays with yosi and drinks. Through those talks we answered some life questions that we were too embarrassed to talk about with others.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>Even if we lost touch for some time, we still managed to meet every now and then and talk about our current endeavors and battles, somehow after those talks we were able to find ourselves and get back in our track again.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">Right now, I’m trying to ponder more over the things that we did and talked about, but it’s just too many and I cant think of any particular conversation. But I can’t help but smile remembering the years of relentless and unconscious clinging to the friendship and loyalty. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">Well what can I say to the person who introduced me to blogging?? Isn’t it just right that I write about him as a present? Haha! Well after all the hardships,, I just feel an overflowing gratitude of <span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>knowing a guy like him who is likely to be so rational in deciding or doing things (but he tends to be impulsive and emotional at times, hehe!). Who is often cold but warm at the same time (yes you are!). The one who has a weird hand gestures whenever he’s trying to make a point – and he doesn’t stop till he made it (super lawyer-type!). The one who is a kind of narcissist but doesn’t admit it. The one who has his own version of sincerity. The one who is loyal, and doesn’t judge especially when I tell him to.</span></p></div><div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">Though after all that happened in those crazy years, I’m glad to say that we created some good things on our own… well gradually. It was never easy. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>I was able to witness his persistence during CPA board exams, which gave him nothing but heartache.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span>His lost friendships, his struggle to fit in. coz though you can see him as a tough cold man, inside is a delicate boy, filled with dreams.</span></p><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi07GNoK8HzDfQfY6ATZWXo__cqNgq4w4JIOV6mNmgwUZtJMJA29OtAFMzOMB0gYadvA_lL_5AKmViVBW6QOi9JcQzf0s5dTXUFuFXiJ0hWH76sFDy2GN3o-PEMWih4IOb3ApYWZAH9FzG_/s320/428017_10150594736034582_655179581_9003349_1921759813_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5716710359083040850" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 163px; " /></div><div></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">It’s a new chapter of your life now! We hardly meet and talk now, and I know I’ll be expecting less and less of that in the coming days. So I guess just have to say it here. I’m so proud of you! Rest assured that I’d still be your fan. If you get bored again reading your thick books., just call me, tsikahan tayo!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">“Madj I’m happy at last! </span><span style="font-family:Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family:Cambria;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria;mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-char-type:symbol; mso-symbol-font-family:Wingdings;color:#660066;"><span style="mso-char-type:symbol;mso-symbol-font-family:Wingdings;">J</span></span><span style="color:#660066;">” <span style="mso-spacerun: yes"></span>*naks*</span></p></div><div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"><span style="color:#660066;">“If we are stars adrift in nothingness, never think that your spark is worthless amidst the billion others.. because somewhere, somehow, someone is thankful for your light. You should know I am! ^_^” </span></i><span style="color:#660066;">11-13-08</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">May all your dreams come true! <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;">Currently Playing: In My Life by Beatles, Deep Inside of Me by TEB, Good Riddance by Green Day, Drive by Incubus and Landslide by Fleetwood Mac<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"><span style="color:#660066;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <!--EndFragment--></div><div><br /></div><a href="http://kariktan19.multiply.com/photos/album/29/photoshop_experiments_#8"><img border="0" src="http://Multiply.com/mu/kariktan19/image/1/photos/29/500x500/8/image.jpg?et=QnBApEhV5rx%2B6bglYD0AfA&nmid=366597134" /></a>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-59161347154818227872012-02-20T18:17:00.003-08:002012-02-20T21:03:08.739-08:00Happy 58th Mom! :)<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><b>(collected thoughts from <a href="http://madj-potato.blogspot.com/2009/09/10th.html">10th</a> & <a href="http://madj-potato.blogspot.com/2010/09/11th.html">11th</a> entries)</b></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:85%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-family:verdana;">"I wonder what she would say to me right now if she could see me and see how I've been living and I wonder if she knows most days I fall short of being the person she wanted me to be... You know my life is pretty good, it is. But I was just searching for something to make it great just something to make it matter, so, I don't know..." </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-family:verdana;">- Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">Mommy..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">dati nung bata pa ko masaya na ko pag pinaghahati-hati mo saming magkakapatid ang isang balot ng m&m at kisses, bakit po ngayon hindi ako makuntento kahit andami dami ko nang kayang bilhin?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">dati ang saya-saya nating buong mag-anak na nagsisimba twing linggo,, bakit po ngayon parang ang layo-layo ko na kay lord?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">dati sabi nio sakin may tamang oras ang paglalaro. sa umaga hanggang 8-10 lang ako dapat nasa labas kasi masyado nang mainit, sa hapon naman 4-6 lang dapat kasi masama na maglaro sa gabi. sa ngayon po, kelan ko po ba masasabi kung dapat na kong tumigil o pwede pa kong magpatuloy?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">lumaki ako na masayahin at alam nio po na dahil yun sa marami kong kaibigan. pero ngayon na marami nang nagbabago at marami nang umaalis, unti-unti kong naramdaman ang sakit dahil sa pagkawala nila.. bakit po parang nahihirapan na ulit akong magmahal?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">bakit po natutunan ko na hindi umaasa sa iba pero nakakaramdam ako ng inggit sa iba na hindi kaya mabuhay nang walang ibang tao sa buhay nila?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">bakit po hindi ako natutong maging sweet? para tuloy lagi kong ipinipilit ng sarili ko sa iba?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; ">maliban po sa mga recipe na naituro nio sakin,, anu po bang recipe ng happiness? sana naishare nio sakin yan kasi dati parang ang saya-saya ng buhay nio.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;" >iniisip ko tuloy kung kasama pa kita,, malamang numero unong tagasuporta ka sa mga pinagsususulat ko! siguro lagi tayong nalabas, nagwiwindow shop, nakain sa labas, at nanonood ng sine. simple lang kasi kaligayahan ng mo e,, sayo siguro talaga ako nagmana. siguro ikaw rin ang madalas kong kachikahan kapag may insomia attack ako., si ate kasi lagi nakong tinutulugan pagnagkkwento ako every weekend pag umuuwi ako.<br /><br />sa awa ng diyos unti-unti na rin po akong nagiging okay sa kabila ng pagiging wasak ko ngayong taon. sayang, kung andito ka,, siguradong matutuwa ka sa progress sa buhay ko, masaya ka ngayon kasi ok na ang career ko. siguro magiging proud ka rin sakin. at alam kong ikaw din ang numero unong sasaway sa mga natutunan kong bisyo.<br /><br />sayang mom, sana kasama ka namin.. alam mo, naging close na ulit pamilya natin.. alam kong gustong gusto mo un..<br />nga pala, makukulit na mga apo mo.. :)<br />si dad busy sa business niya pero masaya siyang nauwi sa bahay kasi madalas kumpleto kami.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;" >sana kung nandito ka,, lagi na kitang maittreat! anung gusto mo, palabok ng jolibi o lomi ng chowking? bibili tayo! kahit anung gusto mo... naisip ko nga minsan anu kaya kung ngayon ka nagkasakit at nangailangan,, may pambili na tayo ng mga tamang gamot para sayo,, mas maaalagaan ka namin kasi kaya na namin ngayon.<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span></div><div><div class="entry" style="position: relative; text-align: justify; padding-top: 4px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px;font-size:100%;" ><b>**********************************************</b></span></span></div><div class="entry" style="position: relative; text-align: justify; padding-top: 4px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;"><b>Reading these past articles, I realized how lost I was, I cant help but cry. </b></span></div><div class="entry" style="position: relative; text-align: justify; padding-top: 4px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;"><b>But I can tell that I know better now. Questions have been answered by Krishna.</b></span></div><div class="entry" style="position: relative; text-align: justify; padding-top: 4px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;"><b>Thanks Mom! I love you, you know that, right?! :) </b></span></div><div class="entry" style="position: relative; text-align: justify; padding-top: 4px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;"><b>Until then!</b></span></div><div class="entry" style="position: relative; text-align: justify; padding-top: 4px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;"><b><br /><i>"Someday you're gonna look back on this moment of your life as such a sweet time of grieving. You'll see that you were in mourning and your heart is broken, but your life is changing..." </i>Elizabeth Gilbert</b></span></div><div class="entry" style="position: relative; text-align: justify; padding-top: 4px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:78%;"><strong style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 1.6em; ">currently playing:</strong><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 1.6em; font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:78%;">TIME IN A BOTTLE by Jim Croce<br />If I could save time in a bottle<br />The first thing that Id like to do<br />Is to save every day<br />Till eternity passes away<br />Just to spend them with you<br />If I could make days last forever<br />If words could make wishes come true<br />Id save every day like a treasure and then,<br />Again, I would spend them with you<br />But there never seems to be enough time<br />To do the things you want to do<br />Once you find them<br />Ive looked around enough to know<br />That youre the one I want to go<br />Through time with<br />If I had a box just for wishes<br />And dreams that had never come true<br />The box would be empty<br />Except for the memory<br />Of how they were answered by you<br />But there never seems to be enough time<br />To do the things you want to do<br />Once you find themIve looked around enough to know<br />That youre the one I want to go<br />Through time with</span><br /></span></div></div><div><br /></div><a href="http://kariktan19.multiply.com/photos/album/29/photoshop_experiments_#8"><img border="0" src="http://Multiply.com/mu/kariktan19/image/1/photos/29/500x500/8/image.jpg?et=QnBApEhV5rx%2B6bglYD0AfA&nmid=366597134" /></a>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-61864254650259890952011-11-30T04:27:00.001-08:002011-11-30T04:53:03.851-08:00Did you actually spit on me??!!Do I need to take it personally??<br />A crazy woman just unthinkingly and inconsiderately spit on me...<br />On shoulder part,, near my face...<br />its disgusting.<br /><br />She was talking to herself and suddenly she faced me and spit on me, as if I was the one who she was talking to.<br /><br />I know nagkakalat ako nowadays... My life is a mess, sige na.. talo na ko. pero do i really deserved to be spit on??!<br /><br />People looked at me, confused if they would laugh or be sorry for me.<br /><br />Sweet day huh?! I just hope she doesn't have any viral disease. :(<br /><br />Currently Playing: First of Summer by Urbandub (out loud)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://kariktan19.multiply.com/photos/album/29/photoshop_experiments_#8"><img src="http://multiply.com/mu/kariktan19/image/1/photos/29/500x500/8/image.jpg?et=QnBApEhV5rx%2B6bglYD0AfA&nmid=366597134" border="0" /></a>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-3701379961433191972011-11-03T23:55:00.000-07:002011-11-04T00:42:27.912-07:00Repost: Funfair<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;">"I spent today outside a funfair, since I can’t afford to fritter my money away, I thought it best to watch other people. I stood for a long time by a roller coaster, and I noticed that most people get on it in search of excitement, but that once it starts, they are terrified and want the cars to stop.<br />What do they expect? Having chosen adventure, shouldn’t they be prepared to go the whole way? Or do they think that the intelligent thing to do would be to avoid the ups and downs and spend all their time on a carousel, going around and around and then stop?<br />At the moment, im far too lonely to think about love, but I have to believe that it will happen, that I will find a job and that I am here because I chose this fate. The roller coaster is my life, life is a fast, dizzying game; life is a parachute jump; its taking chances, falling over and getting up and to feel angry and dissatisfied when you don’t manage it.<br />It isn’t easy being far from my family and from whom the language in which I can express all my feelings and emotions, but, from now on, whenever I feel depressed, I will remember that funfair. If I had fallen asleep and suddenly woken up in a roller coaster, what would I feel?<br />Well, I would feel trapped and sick, terrified of every bend, wanting to get off. However, if I believe that the track is my destiny and that God is in charge of the machine, then the nightmare becomes something thrilling. It becomes exactly what it is, a roller coaster, a safe, reliable toy, which will eventually stop, but, while the journey lasts, I must look at the surrounding landscape and whoop with excitement." - MAria , Eleven Minutes<br /><br /><br />>> I'm still alive,, yes I am! Bigger and Better, Bolder and Wiser me,, ready to kick some ass! haha! matagal-tagal rin ang hinintay ko..<br />Well,, finally... I'M BACK! </span><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5c78fRZZqCU4RbC4i_G_1lbJFYOhUq3SKUvO76CArgjBAaEjv20PnWmgUi_NwilpHYKmZoc5NAsoiAK3sOqSzhIojiBSDzXDYxKMMug-JPlJWKsSdFTsovTrqaD3puyHHgJTFQYKp5trD/s320/265095_10150371161095744_606400743_10295577_1089403_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5671041713581667954" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px; " /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;color:#663366;"><b><br /></b></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><b>Currently Playing: Just Like Heaven by The Cure</b></span><br /></span><br /><a href="http://kariktan19.multiply.com/photos/album/29/photoshop_experiments_#8"><img border="0" src="http://Multiply.com/mu/kariktan19/image/1/photos/29/500x500/8/image.jpg?et=QnBApEhV5rx%2B6bglYD0AfA&nmid=366597134" /></a></div>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-52215052888604703702011-02-03T01:22:00.000-08:002011-02-03T03:01:54.059-08:00About Today<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">I'm remembering someone very special today and I thought it would be nice to stop in whatever's keeping me busy and write something. Surprisingly, I can't think of any. My mind is clouded. Blurry. Tired. Then I realized, I don't wanna think about him anymore.</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">With what I'm feeling right now, having a glimpse of him in the past, all the smiles and the aches, the mere fact that he's still in my heart, I'm thankful!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;">Currently Playing:</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="400" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/kcI0AVFvcLM" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(160, 82, 45); -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Comparisons are easily done<br />Once you've had a taste of perfection</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />Like an apple hanging from a tree<br />I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed<br /><br /></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You said move on, where do I go?<br />I guess second best is all I will know</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /><br />'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you<br />Thinking of you, what you would do<br />If you were the one who was spending the night<br />Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes<br /><br />You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter<br />Like a hard candy with a surprise center<br />How do I get better once I've had the best?<br />You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test<br /><br />He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!<br />He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself<br /><br />You're the best, and yes, I do regret<br />How I could let myself let you go<br />Now, now the lesson's learned<br />I touched it, I was burned<br />Oh, I think you should know!<br /><br />Oh, won't you walk through?<br />And bust in the door and take me away?<br />Oh, no more mistakes<br />'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay<br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;color:#A0522D;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;color:#A0522D;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size:small;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;color:#A0522D;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; line-height: 23px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><b>JUST A DREAM </b></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(160, 82, 45); -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">was thinking about her</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Thinking bout me</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Thinkin bout us (us)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">What we gunna be?</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Open my eyes, (Yeah)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">it was only just a dream...</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">So I travel back (uh)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">down that road (road)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Will she come back? (Uh)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">No one knows</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I realize (Yeah)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">It was only just a dream.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I swear now I can't take it</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Knowing somebody's got my baby</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Now you ain't around, baby I can't think</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Cuz I can still feel it in the air</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">My love of my life, My shawty, my wife</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">She left me, Im tied.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Cuz I knew that it just ain't right</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I was thinking about her</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Thinking bout me</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Thinkin bout us (us)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">What we gunna be?</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Open my eyes, (Yeah)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">it was only just a dream...</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">So I travel back (Uh)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Down that road (Yeah)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Will she come back? (back)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">No one knows</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I realize (Yeah)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">It was only just a dream.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">When I be ridin' man I swear I see your face at every turn</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Trying to get my usher on but I can let it burn</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">And I just hope she know that she the only one I yearn for</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(160, 82, 45); -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">No more will I miss her, when will I learn?</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Didn't give her all my love</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I guess now I got my payback</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Now im in the club thinking all about my baby</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">HEY, she was so easy to love</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">And now I'm wishin' wishin' she'd pick up the phone</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">But she made a decision that she wanted to move on</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Cause I was wrong.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">If you ever loved somebody put your hands up</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">If you ever loved somebody put your hands up</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><b><br /></b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><b>Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything</b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><b> </b></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(101, 101, 101); line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-family:Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;color:#A0522D;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: normal; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-size:12px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, sans-serif;color:#656565;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 0px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 0px; font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-85489332410675774192010-12-13T04:57:00.000-08:002010-12-13T18:25:15.105-08:00Slightly IrrelevantOur company got a dream project for next year, we considered it an early Christmas gift to us! In return, we have to give our best to meet all the deadlines before the year ends. Photo shoots here and there, meetings, creative brainstorming,,,everybody's just so busy. Somehow I feel so useless. Its tiring to just give moral support to your colleagues. <div><br /></div><div>These are the times that I realize how much i hate my job. </div><div>God, how I wish I'm part of creative team.</div><div>I'm an accountant, Im okay with that but i cant tell if I'm happy even if I'm earning quite good.</div><div><br /></div><div>Its just now that I get to ask myself why did I chose to be just safe. Why I wasn't brave enough to take a more creative course or something that was close to my heart?</div><div><br /></div><div>Hayyy,, I have nobody to talk to right now, they're just too busy while enjoying the challenge this new project offers. I'm quite anxious coz I'm not with them right now. I felt unseen. Though I know for myself how significant my position holds. Ugh. I'm kinda getting bored, and I hate to consider it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Hope Christmas Party na!</div><div><br /></div><div>Currently Playing: <b>The Time (Dirty Bit)</b> by Black Eyed Peas, <b>Fuck You</b> by Lily Allen</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-33153253224972312682010-12-08T00:12:00.000-08:002010-12-08T04:00:45.394-08:00Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas (Cheating on Myself_3)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Christmas time has a power to break my heart, so much that it can make me breakdown and cry. I can still clearly remember how my late Mom loved the season along with the music, colors and traditions attached to it. During Christmas time we would decorate our house. She often tell us how good it is to feel the Christmas spirit. Every night we would stare out the window, watch the colored lights and listen to its tune. </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">She was asking us to pray to God to give her more life - more Christmas. Then we would force ourselves to give a smile but we cry in our beds when she's asleep. That's all I remember in those Christmases for over 6 years of her battle against a disease. </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">After she died I have observed Christmas time with such a melancholy mood. In spite the painful reason, I don't make it an obligation to explain myself. That I am grateful for those who understand.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Until last year, when my sister and her family moved in our place, I decided to kick out that syndrome. The cheers and laughters of my nieces and nephews relived the essence of the Holiday Season. Its not easy to join the exuberance though. But gradually I was able to welcome Christmas again in my system, just except listening to Christmas songs.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Times;font-size:medium;"><h2 align="center"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><b><span style="color:#336699;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">"Have yourself a merry little Christmas,<br />Make the Yule-tide gay,<br />From now on,<br />our troubles will be miles away.."<br /></span></span></b></span></h2></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); "><b>CHANGE IS GOOD</b>, I believe that.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">And I wanna give myself a chance I think I deserve.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Life is a series of joys and struggles. Its good once in awhile to stop, contemplate and just be grateful for all the blessings that we're able to received through out the year. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">I wanna thank God for the gift of life, gift of friends, gift of wisdom and most especially - gift of love.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Let me share to you a fave song that motivates me in the fast approaching Holidays.</span></div><div><br /><object width="400" height="300"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ugs-qrMIJNs?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ugs-qrMIJNs?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="400" height="300"></embed></object><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;">Advance Happy Holidays Everyone! :)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#663366;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;">Currently Playing: </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;">Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"> by Jackson 5,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333399;"><b>New Year's Anthem</b> and <b>All I Want For Christmas</b> by Mariah Carey</span></div></div>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-55493761532058526502010-11-26T00:14:00.000-08:002010-11-26T00:33:26.499-08:00The Rising Begins!<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana, serif; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; line-height: 17px; ">"Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering." - Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 17px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I'll be okay soon! :)</span></span></i></span></span></div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 194px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMVeE3hhWZRqo4ldmqUhG_VKJJvNasIZey6cggLVo6yJTz1Xy8jmzhHGBusmhBCRBindhB7C4ZjGpCtNFRPMe_XTRwdAB7XxfODbV8toj8Q_vnFnBgcJi7T4tZKNRzKJeFajGO9PWUwMG7/s200/2dw94iq.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5543773470523632386" /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana, serif; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; line-height: 17px; ">Currrently Playing: Middle of Nowhere by Hot Hot Heat</span></div>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-32628996236569655172010-11-24T02:34:00.000-08:002010-11-24T18:50:01.058-08:00hey! you've got to hide your love away!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqK_hjRU1YF02dxv144bngBadbD_c6BpWpbgA4jBBV34bXdd_o_8FpMlKJSHxfMKTZqrYMm2pIs79ZARvPZ7P7zoktQvf4_zy46fieeUKoKP5IOhrjpBkD8-K8iHL4vQwkTQ7cmpr-9MZ4/s1600/10120_100199940003670_100000409924960_2778_7689289_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 296px; height: 222px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqK_hjRU1YF02dxv144bngBadbD_c6BpWpbgA4jBBV34bXdd_o_8FpMlKJSHxfMKTZqrYMm2pIs79ZARvPZ7P7zoktQvf4_zy46fieeUKoKP5IOhrjpBkD8-K8iHL4vQwkTQ7cmpr-9MZ4/s400/10120_100199940003670_100000409924960_2778_7689289_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5543073912901663346" border="0" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:78%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-family:'lucida grande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;font-size:78%;" ><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">"these past few days, mdami akong na-realize about sa family ntin... KANLUNGAN...<br />tau kc masaya, magulo kpg mgkksama.... tamang kwentuhan.. ung walang bahid ng yabangan... o kng meron man eh, noone is taking it against the other.. kumbaga simpleng yabang... hndi nkakainis.... hndi nkakabad-trip...<br /><br />tau ung nagdadamayan when it seems the whole world is upon our shoulders... kahit saang lupalop ka man ng mundo nandon...<br /><br />pg merong di nagkakaintindihan... pinaparating sa isa,,, not because pra pag-usapan lng, but because, gusto nting maayos ung gap or misunderstanding na meron..<br /><br />msarap sa pakiramdam kpg ganung klase ng tao ung nkpalibot sau.., at ngyon ko lng tlga narealize kng bakit ganito kalapit sa puso ko ang kanlungan.... these are the reasons why i treasure all of u above anything in this world... (aside from my family, of course.. bru, seems familiar ba??)<br /><br />love ko kaung lahat... though i may not be able keep in touch to ALL of you... pero malapit kau sa puso ko... you had me at my worst... and you will still have me at my best....<br /><br />and i am referring to all of you na nakakabasa nito...." from my very dear friend, Donna</span></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;font-size:78%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Mahal ko ang pamilya ko sa </span></span></span><a href="http://madj-potato.blogspot.com/2006/05/just-recently-i-was-lucky-enough-to.html"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Kanlungan</span></span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">.</span> Mga kaibigan ko sila since college, kasama ko sila nung unti unti kong nakikilala ang sarili ko at nang magsimula akong mabuhay ng may kahulugan. Malaki ang naging bahagi nila sa kung sino ako ngayon.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Sa maraming taon ng pagkakibigan, marami rin ang nabago. Maraming beses naming napag-usapan na sana hindi na tumakbo ang panahon at manatili kaming mga magkakasama at magkakaibigan. Pero gaya ng maraming bagay, natangay kami ng ikot ng mundo. May nangibang bansa, nangibang lugar, may nag-asawa na, at maraming nagpursue ng iba pa nilang mga pangarap. Pangako namin, walang limutan, na mananatili kaming magkakaibigan kahit magkakalayo.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Alang-alang sa barkada, ititigil ko na ang pag-eemote kong to.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Kahit alang kong sobrang didikdikin ang puso ko araw na un.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Sa lahat ng reunion, ito ang pinakakaasam-asam ko na hindi ko mapuntahan.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Pero alam kong hindi lang to tungkol sakin, tungkol to sa aming labing-lima na magkikita kita matapos ang mahabang panahon, lalo na sa iba na galing pa ng ibang bansa.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Pangako, alang-alang sa tropa, kalilimutan ko ang sarili ko kahit isang araw lang. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Alang-alang sa pinagsamahan, kakayanin ko., kung tutuusin wala rin naman silang alam at wala silang kasalanan.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Kaya pangako, sa December, okay na ko.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;font-size:medium;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">Currently Playing: <b>Cinderella</b> by Stage Crew and </span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:85%;" >Kanlungan</span><span style="font-size:85%;"> by Noel Cabangon</span><br /></span></span></div>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-24000585552415335722010-11-17T21:16:00.000-08:002010-11-18T19:14:43.047-08:00Cheating on Myself_2<style>@font-face { font-family: "Calibri"; }p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal { margin: 0cm 0cm 0.0001pt; text-align: center; font-size: 11pt; font-family: "Times New Roman"; }div.Section1 { page: Section1; }</style><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Pinangako ko sa sarili ko na hindi na ko magsusulat ng kahit ano tungkol sayo.. na hindi na kita aalalahanin pa.. na wala na kong babalikan na matamis na nakaraan kasama ka...</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">“kaninang umaga nagising akong may bakas ng ngiti sa mukha. Kasama kita sa aking panaginip, sasabihin ko dapat sayo..” -Pupil</b></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><br /></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Dati rati lagi kitang napapanaginipan kasi malamang, lagi kang laman ng isip ko. Pero mula mga humigit kumulang isang taon mula nang umalis ka,, sobrang dalang na ng mga panaginip ko tungkol sayo,, hanggang sa tuluyan nang mawala.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Hanggang nung isang gabi,, muli kang nagpakita sa panaginip ko.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Siguro kasi kahit pigilan ko ang sarili ko, kahit ibaling ko sa ibang bagay ang aking isip,, hindi ko maitatanggi na lagi pa rin kitang naaalala.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Ilang taon rin ang nagdaan,, salamat sa mga minsanang pagch-chat, medyo nau-update rin natin ang isa’t isa. Masaya ako sa mga minsan na un, kahit papano nabubuo ang pag-asa ko. Hindi ko alam kung kelan at paano unti unting nawala ang communication natin. Maraming panahon na busy ka at minsan ako naman. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Alam kong hindi ka agad naging mapalad sa pangingibang bansa. Marami kang sakripisyo at pait na dinaanan, nakukuwento mo yun sakin dati, naalala mo pa ba? <span style=""> </span>Nakakalungkot noon kasi wala akong kayang ibigay sayo kundi moral support na alam kong hindi sapat. Pero masaya ko pag sinasabi mong, salamat sa oras ko.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Sa ilang taong paghihirap at paghihintay, unti-unti mong naabot ang mga pangarap mo. Ngunit kasabay nito ang marami ring mga pagbabago. Pagbabagong naging sanhi ng paghihiwalay ng mga landas natin na malabo nang magkasalubong sa hinaharap.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""> </b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><br /></b></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">“Sana pag alis ko,, ituloy mo rin ang mga pangarap mo..”</b></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><br /></b></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Nagpursige rin naman ako dito sa Pilipinas. Sa <span style=""> </span>awa ng Diyos okay na ang trabaho ko ngayon di kumpara dati na wala akong ginawa kundi ang magreklamo sayo.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Hindi lang ako, pati ang iba pa nating barkada, isa-isa na ring nakakuha ng diskarte para makaangat sa buhay. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Matapos ang lahat ng paghihintay at pagtitiis dahil sa kawalan ng presensiya mo,, sa wakas uuwi ka na. Sobra kitang namiss! Kumusta kana kaya? Ganun pa rin kaya ugali mo, o baka suplado kana ngayon? Anu na kayang itsura mo? Pansin ko sa picture mo sa fb,, tumaba ka,, hehehe, bagay naman. Sabi mo sakin magpataba ako, well,, eto, nagpataba na ko ng bilbil at pisngi,, kaya ngayon hirap naman akong magdiet. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Wala na kong masyadong hinaing sa buhay,, hindi na ko galit sa mundo masyado, in short,, retired na ko sa pagiging emo. Ung problema ko sa tatay ko, hindi na mawawala un,, natutunan ko nang tanggapin na ganun siya talaga. Un ung pilit mong pinapaintindi sakin dati.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Nung umalis ka, naging guide sa kin ung mga advices mo, lagi kong naaalala ung mga pinag-usapan natin.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Marami pa kong gustong ikwento sayo. Marami akong gustong sabihin… Sana makapagkwentuhan naman tayo.. Un nga lang marami kang kailangang gawin at bisitahin sa pag-uwi mo. Alam ko ring magiging abala ka dahil sa <span style="font-weight: bold;">kanya</span>.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">=0=</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Hindi ko naman masasabing hindi totoo ang naramdaman ko sayo.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Halos nandun na tayo, pero pagkakataon ang nagpasya. Kailangan mong mangibang bansa para hanapin ang sarili mo at tuparin ang mga pangarap mo.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Mula noon inasahan ko na na mangyayari ito. Pinilit kong kalimutan kana lang kesa umasa pa na may patutunguhan pa ang sitwasyong ito kung saan wala akong panghahawakan.<br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Mahirap din ang tanggapin sa sarili ko na hindi na matutupad ang pangarap ko na maging tayo.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Masyado nang<b style=""> malayo</b> at <b style="">malabo</b>. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Dati sabi ko, pagbalik mo, hindi na ko duwag. Pero ngayon, wala na kong dahilan pa para maging matapang pa para sayo.<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">:)<br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Sana nalang makapagpasalamat nalang ako sa ginawa mo para sa kin.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Salamat sa pag-encourage mo na iayos ko ang buhay ko. Salamat kasi nalaman ko ang halaga ko dahil sayo. Alam kong para sayo wala un, pero mahalaga un para sa kin.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:times new roman;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Salamat dahil natuto akong magmahal sa sarili ko, in the same way na natuto din akong magpakita ng pagmamahal ko para sa iba.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" face="arial" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">=0=</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Sana sa pag-uwi mong ito, magkaroon na ng tuldok ang mga tanong sakin. Sana maging malinaw na ang lahat at matahimik na ako. Sana makapagsimula na rin ako muli.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSqPiSrHVPfcUPq4fO2qtuqzXuXwnO6fezVEK7w-9iQ7D05kZajxcub9nuKmZArVlCHqF9uwoU6nQbMvzt_wI58_Vrhlgr1pPFkDBMnVYHTLfmyJ9WsPjfIAz9pbG1W0lLIeUnGxr0N8Xp/s1600/Picture+3.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 395px; height: 113px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSqPiSrHVPfcUPq4fO2qtuqzXuXwnO6fezVEK7w-9iQ7D05kZajxcub9nuKmZArVlCHqF9uwoU6nQbMvzt_wI58_Vrhlgr1pPFkDBMnVYHTLfmyJ9WsPjfIAz9pbG1W0lLIeUnGxr0N8Xp/s400/Picture+3.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5541092136507372370" border="0" /></a></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="times new roman" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;" align="left"><br /></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Sana sa susunod na tatlong taon, mas mabuti na tayong tao.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;">Salamat. Kita-kita sa dulo!</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Currently Playing: <b style="">Ang Katulad Mong Walang Katulad</b> by Orange & Lemons, <b style="">Bright Lights</b> by Matchbox 20, <b style="">Dyad</b> by Dong Abay, <b style="">The Man Who Can’t Be Moved</b> by The Script, <b style="">Doesn’t Mean Anything</b> by Alicia Keys</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">“Sa puso at damdamin hindi ka maglalaho </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Lagi kang iisipin kahit nasa malayo</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Wag sanang kalimutan kapag ako’y wala na</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Na nagkasama minsan sa hirap at ginhawa.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Ako ay nangangarap na lagi kang makita</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Alam ko na mahirap mag-antay ng pag-asa</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Makinig ka sana sa sasabihin ko</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b style="">Ikaw ang ala-ala na maganda ang mundo.</b>” -Dyad</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-family: georgia;" align="left"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-family: georgia;font-family:arial;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia;" align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" face="arial" style="text-align: left; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;" align="left"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;font-size:85%;" >Guess it’s worth cheating. I still love you.</span><br /></span></p>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-88210020033469248962010-11-04T22:48:00.000-07:002010-11-04T23:48:33.116-07:00anlabo ko!<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">"Hindi porke tawa nang tawa, masaya!"</span><a style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIBgiyXMpp4-oSXPujbDcWirEhYDW1arZtCHhFWZlIxfff4Dsx3F6qRXe8hBNvRBejvSSUUgFEz8NRfa4eUGsL2jKGiE7Q2EGK-OJ4l-fxInhpqNAbqHUgqYEn-DZWtTEkEPExBkmv1R3F/s1600/Picture+3.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 158px; height: 156px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIBgiyXMpp4-oSXPujbDcWirEhYDW1arZtCHhFWZlIxfff4Dsx3F6qRXe8hBNvRBejvSSUUgFEz8NRfa4eUGsL2jKGiE7Q2EGK-OJ4l-fxInhpqNAbqHUgqYEn-DZWtTEkEPExBkmv1R3F/s400/Picture+3.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535952485505473106" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Makukuha ko na bukas ung inaasam asam ko na Ipod Touch 4th gen.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Ilang gabi ko rin siyang sunod-sunod na napapanaginipan. Ibang klase ang excitement.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">And now, I dont know.. I should be happy, right?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Ampucha,, ang labo ko!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Parang di na ko masaya. Parang naubos ang saya ko sa paghihintay. Parang ang tagal tagal kasi.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Well, ewan ko nalang kung dumating na talaga siya, at nasa mga kamay ko na..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Maliban sa usapin ng Ipod,, for some reasons,, nalulungkot ako.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Isang malaking factor kung bakit hindi na rin ako natutuwa sa mangyayare bukas.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Kaya nga bang maibsan ng materyal na bagay ang lungkot sa aking kalooban??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Sana kayanin.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">*Susunduin ko na bukas ang aking new baby... First time to,, sana maging maayos ang lahat ng transaksyon. Wish me luck!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Currently Playing: Doesn't Mean Anything by Alicia Keys</span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-17927602478474850942010-10-26T20:18:00.000-07:002010-10-27T04:56:46.699-07:00Cheating on Myself_1<span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">December is a big month for me!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Tatlong close friends ko ang ikakasal, dalawa dun ang aabayan ko.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Nagpromise ako sa sarili ko na magdi-diet na ko, para magkasya ako sa mga gown. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Pero bakit kung kelan inaayos ko ang diet ko, saka naman sobrang magparamdam ang mga temptations. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">This month, my preparations for big events start. Yet I'm making a lot of violations to my own rules: cutting the carbs, lessen fat intakes, exercise. Naiisip ko,</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"> "ngayon lang naman e!"</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"> saka </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">"ngayon lang naman ulet!"</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"> Oh my god,, I can't help but EAT!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Big Mac! </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Twister Fries!</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Muffins, muffins, muffins! </span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Porksilogs!</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">Ham and Cheese Croissants! </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Mashed Potato!</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Buttered Bacon & Potatoes!</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Sausages!</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">All Meat Pizza!</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Double Cheeseburger Deluxe!</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Longsilogs! </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">Gogo Sandwiches!</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Sorry, di ko na nakuhang kuhanan ang mga foodtrips,, tuwing maalala ko, e naubos ko na pala. Haayyy, pano na to?<br />I only have a month,, ugh!</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-style: italic;"><br /><br /><br />Why is cheating indeed so pleasurably and fabulously tasty?? </span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Currently Playing:<span style="font-weight: bold;"> 2012</span> by Jay Sean</span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-44792317854576604702010-10-08T07:21:00.000-07:002010-10-08T09:59:35.172-07:00Wanted: ROOM MATE!<a href="http://kariktan19.multiply.com/photos/album/29/photoshop_experiments_#8"></a><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">"Let the sun shine Let the rivers run away Coz it's a beautiful day now To play now As I close my eyes and pray Lord have mercy on me 'Coz I'm feeling kinda lonely..."</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Summer noon, inaawit niya ang kantang ito,, medyo halo-halo na ung lyrics sa dulo, hindi ko na maintindihan. Ang alam ko lang ang cool ng kanta. Paulit-ulit siya, LSS niya raw. Tinanong ko ung title nung song, nagulat siya. "Hindi mo alam tong kantang to? kay Francis M. to!" Sabi ko, "Ha? Di nga, bakit di ko alam?" "Oldskul na to, himala di mo alam.." sagot niya.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Meron akong ilang album ni Sir Francis, pero hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ko nakilala ang kantang ito.. ayun na nga, ung nakakuha ako ng file, naging peborit ko narin at nagrarakenrol kami tuwing naalala namin ang kanta.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">For almost 2 years now, room mate ko si Joy. Naikwento ko na rin siya ng mga ilang beses gaya </span><a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);" href="http://madj-potato.blogspot.com/2008/05/bit-good-side-of-me-hahaha.html">rito</a><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"> at <a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);" href="http://madj-potato.blogspot.com/2010/08/guidelines.html">dito</a> Madami na rin kaming napagsamahan. Alam na namin ang kwento ng buhay ng isat isa. Marami nang naging palitan ng mga libro at hiraman ng mga accessories. Ipinakilala niya sa kin ang mga barkada niya na ngayon e barkada ko na rin. May mga panahong nagkakatarayan, nagkakamalditahan, <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">pero natututo naman kaming maging mature sa mga oras na kailangang pag-usapan ang mga mali</span>. Mas nakilala ko ang sarili ko dahil sa kanya, dami kasi naming mga pagkakaiba sa point of views pero as time goes on nag-mimeet na rin. Nawitness ko rin ang progress ng relationship niya with her boyfie,, proud naman ako for them kung nasan na sila ngayon. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Kami rin ang naging refuge ng isa't isa tuwing may panget na mga araw. Di ko maipagkakaila, nung makilala ko siya at ung mga kaibigan niya, dun ako talagang sumagad sa kalokohan. Pamurningan drinking sessions for straight nights - the best! Kahit lasing, nasanay na kong bumangon ng maaga at pumasok. I know its bad pero I cant help it. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Pero dahil sa maraming headaches gawa ng hang over, natutunan ko na rin ang salitang 'No Thanks!' Masasabi ko rin naman na naka-quota na ko pagdating sa alak so kaya ko na ngayong tumanggi sa pag-gimik. Sabi nga ng ate ko, bad influence sakin si Joy, na dapat humanap na ko ng ibang room mate, pero for so many reasons,, ayaw ko. Iba kasi ung may kasama ka sa mga up and down moments mo.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Di ako nagsasawang makinig at magpayo sa kanya tuwing may major fights sila ng boyfie niya. Siya naman hindi rin nagsasawang makinig sa mga kwento ko sa love life ko. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Habambuhay kong advice sa kanya: </span><span style="font-style: italic;">"Hiwalay kung hiwalay! Magkaroon ka naman ng respeto sa sarili mo, hindi ung puro siya nalang!" </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Habambuhay niyang advice sakin:</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">"Maybe it's time to move on, marami pang iba dyan, itry mo uli! Ihahanap kita!"</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Hahaha! wala rin nasusunod sa mga advice na un.. Isa lang ang rason,, pareho lang kaming nagmamahal at handang gawin ang lahat para dito. <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Suportahan nalang ng desisyon ang drama namin.</span></span><br />***<br /><br />Biglaan siyang nakagawa ng desisyon.<br />Kung tutuusin wala namang magagawa. <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Andyan na e.</span><br />Matagal na rin niya pangarap yon kaya masaya rin siya.<br />Finally!<br />Masaya ako para sa kanya.<br />Un nga lang, kailangan niyang umalis.<br />Major major changes na naman ang drama ko.<br />Its either umalis ako ng bahay (dahil dodoble ang expenses ko kapag umalis siya) or may pumalit sa kanya.<br />Mukhang malabo ung huli.. pero sige na.. eto, baka-sakali na!<br />***<br /><br />Guess I'm okay.. di naman ako masyadong ma-emote ngayon.<br />Medyo <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">nasanay</span> narin sa pagdating at pag-alis ng mga tao sa paligid ko.<br />This chapter is about to end.. bagong adventure ulit!<br />Actually I cant wait!<br />Im grateful, indeed!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Friends Forever?? Friends Forever!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">I'll surely miss you girl.. (sob)</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">"Let the wind blow Let the wind touch my face I wanna take a little break now Shake now his is what i have to say I feel so fine So fine that it blows my mind..."</span><br /><br />Currently Playing: Girl Be Mine by Francis M.gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-44609578338767480802010-09-29T01:56:00.000-07:002010-09-30T01:32:37.948-07:00i dont like you BIG time!<span style="text-decoration: underline;"></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-style: italic;">"It's not that I'm anti-social, it's just that I don't like you BIG time!" </span><br /><br />I heard this line as an entry to Top 10 Jealous/Envy Quotes from Chico and Delamar in the Morning Rush this morning.<br /><br />What a perfect timing, this is exactly my stand to a person that I recently knew.<br />Just as I am aware, I don't envy her or jealous at her, hello??? I just knew her.<br />But there's something on her that I just simply don't like.<br />I badly wanted to post this to my FB, Twitter and YM Status,, but I can't coz my friends know about this girl, and I dont want to make a trending posts about her., Im not that bad.<br />I think thats one of the downside of having everybody know your whatabouts online.<br />Well, thank goodness I have my Blogger! whew!<br /><br /><br />Currently Playing: I DO by Lisa Loeb<br /><a href="http://kariktan19.multiply.com/photos/album/29/photoshop_experiments_#8"><br /></a><a href="http://kariktan19.multiply.com/photos/album/29/photoshop_experiments_#8"> </a>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-20848668502220733532010-09-24T00:47:00.000-07:002010-09-24T03:14:29.592-07:00love at first sight<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Hindi ako techie na tao, alam yan ng kahit sinong malapit sakin.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Sa unang pagkakataon, nagkaroon ako ng immense yearning para sa isang bagay. Kahit kelan hindi pa ako nagkaganito,, 'love at first sight' kumbaga!</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >eto na talaga un! un tipong maloloka ako kapag hindi ko makukuha to!</span> <a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoB5UU6VSvV_5vaDQu0klaGWoHOdiu9k5l8pcmrotc8xCdMgWUcBDhegagtDRGzO68AKzAj96hIw88bqqEoWxumpGHWWtqcYkxNZ2By0rS8JvbD-Z7WgNxs9pmfd1bwa3AgTerQV5YT2Cz/s1600/Picture+2.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 216px; height: 227px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoB5UU6VSvV_5vaDQu0klaGWoHOdiu9k5l8pcmrotc8xCdMgWUcBDhegagtDRGzO68AKzAj96hIw88bqqEoWxumpGHWWtqcYkxNZ2By0rS8JvbD-Z7WgNxs9pmfd1bwa3AgTerQV5YT2Cz/s400/Picture+2.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5520409716539396098" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />SHARE KO LANG..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Naalala ko pa nong college ako, nung nauso ang celfone, Philips Savvy ang brand ng fone ko. pinagkakaguluhan na sya ng mga classmates ko dahil sa nakakaaliw niyang tone at dahil 2-liner na siya. After few months, napalitan naman un ng Nokia 6110, bumili kasi si Dad ng bagong fone kaya pasa-pasa ang paglevel up ng fone naming magkakapatid, so ung Philips ko napunta sa bunso kong kapatid.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Tuwang-tuwa ang lahat ng mga nakakakita, lahat gustong humiram, lahat gustong maka-experience ng NOKIA! Lalu pa't ang ganda ng keypad, mas slim, tapos may infrared, at higit sa lahat,, may games tulad ng Snake! haha! Para sa akin wala un, gusto ko lang talaga ng may fone kasi marami akong ka-text dati. Wala akong pakialam sa brand, basta lang matibay. Hindi ko alam na un na pala ung kahuli-hulihang pagkakataon na makakasabay ako sa uso.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >I think mga bandang 2003 nung nahulog ng ate ko sa baha ung 6110 ko, kaya kailangan nang palitan. Medyo short na kami sa budget kaya hindi na ko nagdemand ng mamahalin. Since then, at kahit pa ngayong nagttrabaho nako, simpleng fone pa rin ang gamit ko. Walang hi-res camera, walang internet, walang memory card, walang mp3. Simpleng pantawag at text lang. Ayun. Masaya na ko dun.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br /><br />***</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Pagdating naman sa mp3 player, nakabili ako nun kasi mura lang naman, P2500.00 lang kaya gora na! nakatagal din siya sakin ng 3 taon. Maingat naman ako sa gamit e,, kung di sira o nawala, hindi ko pinapalitan.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Un lang ang naging kaligayahan ko sa gadget, simpleng celfone at mp3 player,, kahit iwan mo ko sa isang tabi ng buong maghapon makekeri ko.<br /><br /></span> <a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-family: trebuchet ms;" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfS9tR8K574bIbqYMgVhNuKa2tBQAAB6xpHJwub731FVTy7ewLvmVDfmdSvMFdmjI4YAcL1V58wrHyBT2kbbNZtwxU9ckB4yGA1XiciXMlwRK_m5G5chCPQwYKbLe0_h_NtTP7140kUW0D/s1600/ipod.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 317px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfS9tR8K574bIbqYMgVhNuKa2tBQAAB6xpHJwub731FVTy7ewLvmVDfmdSvMFdmjI4YAcL1V58wrHyBT2kbbNZtwxU9ckB4yGA1XiciXMlwRK_m5G5chCPQwYKbLe0_h_NtTP7140kUW0D/s400/ipod.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5520410311984480210" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >PAGBABAGO</span>... <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br /><br />Sabi nga, kapag tumatanda, maraming nagbabago, sa expectations, sa motivations, sa standards, sa responsibilities, at marami pang iba.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >***</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >I'm glad, isang taon na ako ngayong buwan na to sa kumpanya na to. Isang taon na mula nang nakawala sa masalimuot na sistema nuon na madalas kong maiblog dati. At sa paglipat ko, kasabay kong nakamit ang sweldo na gusto kong matamo mula pa non na hindi maibigay ng dati kong kumpanya. Lumevel up rin naman ang tingin ko sa sarili ko at masasabi kong kuntento na ko ngayon. Cheers to that! :)</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br /><br />***</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Kinausap ako ng tatay ko isang araw, siguro mga ilang linggo palang mula nang lumipat ako ng kumpanya.</span> <span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />"Tulong-tulungan na muna tayo sa bahay ha. Alam mo naman un diba?"</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" > - Opo, alam na alam ko pu yon.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Binigyan niya lang naman ako ng ilang mga finacial responsibilities sa bahay. Maluwag sa sakin un., walang problema. And since single pa naman ako, why not??<br />Bukod sa binibigay ko sa bahay, lumaki rin ang gastos ko sa nirerentahan kong bahay malapit sa opisina.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br /><br />Sabi nga, "With great power comes great responsibility." tanggap ko yon. Ganun talaga, hindi na kasi ako bata. Pero keri lang!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >***</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />Isang araw, nagkausap kami ni Joy (roommate)..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br /><br />Me: </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >"Uy, anu yan.. Wow, bagong celfone!</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >"</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />Joy: "</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Oo, bumili na ko ng bago, para naman masabi na may nangyayare sa sweldo ko kahit papano</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >.. <span style="font-style: italic;">ung tipong may nakikita ako na naging bunga ng trabaho ko..."</span></span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br /><br />Uu nga naman,, bakit parang ngayon ko lang naisip un.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Masaya na kasi ako na nakakabili ako ng mga gamit na kailangan ko gaya ng damit at sapatos.., pati na rin ang kumain ng masasarap na pagkain lalo na't pagod ako, at nakakapasyal sa mga beach kahit ilang beses ku gusto.. un lang naman kasi kaligayahan ko talaga.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Hindi ako materialistic, pero kagaya ni Joy,, parang naghahangad ako ngayon ng "something" para sa sarili ko. Ung may makikita ang mga tao sa paligid ko na may bitbit akong bagay na pinaghirapan ko.<br />Pwera yabang.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >***</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >E di ayun na nga.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Ang haba pa ng justifications ko! hahaha!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >well,, i just want to have this new ipod touch!</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />hopefully makuha ko na siya next month,, or at least before the year ends... haayy!</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />ang mahirap kasi e ung kukuhanan ko,, ishi-ship pa kasi and all..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >still crossing my fingers!<br /><br />marami na kong plano gawin kasama siya,, gusto ko siyang isama sa marami kong mga lakad!</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >naeexcite na ko! ^_^<br /><br /><br />Currently Playing:<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Otherwise</span> by Imago<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Taya</span> by Up Dharma Down<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Comfort in Your Strangeness</span> by Cynthia Alexander </span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-30893433352531790322010-09-17T03:00:00.000-07:002010-09-17T03:36:49.700-07:00how to deal..<span style="font-style: italic;">kanina, inayos ko ang mga picture ko sa friendster.. maya-maya nabuklat ko ang friendster blog ko. namiss ko naman bigla.. binasa ko ulit,, at may part sa akin na hindi ako makapaniwala.. akalain ko bang malampasan ko lahat ng mga nangyare sakin non.. kung ampalaya ako ngayon,, 3x pa ako dati! ganunpaman, nakakatuwa ring basahin at balikan, mas naappreciate ko kasi kung anu ang meron ako ngayon... :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">may irepost lang ako,, sa lahat ng nabasa ko,, dito ako natawa.. baliw lang talaga! sinulat ko to nung malapit na kaming ma-evict sa bahay naming mahal.</span><br /><br /><h1><a href="http://madj-kariktan.blog.friendster.com/2006/12/how-to-deal/" title="Permalink for how to deal..">how to deal..</a></h1> <div style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="headertext">Posted on December 11, 2006<br /></div><p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">Yes, I understand now that<br />whatever life brings, there is a purpose which only happen to be unrealized yet<br />but it will eventually follows. I always say to myself that anywhere the wind<br />blows, it doesn’t matter.. I can get through. I know I can. Guess im in the<br />so-called “process” of moving on,, punyeta! whatever that means!</span></p> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">It seems that my life is in chaos. The emptiness I feel is caused by several problems settling in my way that turned my direction in a different path. Trying to focus and yet wanting<br />to lose control. Thinking for a solution but hopelessness and sadness gets in the way. Faint. A month or two from now things will be all different and hard for me but still I haven’t got any plan or even options for myself. Still in the state of shock? Yeah, maybe a couple of weeks now.. ugh! I allow myself to. Wail.<br /></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em>How to deal with changes by really trying… </em></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">As much as possible I try to avoid being senti,, I had enough especially during my insomniac hours! Im losing my appetite and whats keeping me alive and kicking are coffee and cigarettes. Sometimes I want to shout out loud, to smash things, to throw everything out of the door and watch fragile things broke into pieces! Arghh! I just imagine myself doing those but never got the courage to do so! (takot ko nalang sa daddy ko!! Hehe!)</span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> TV got into my nerves,, I cant leave the remote alone. Work and work in the office,, chat and chat and laugh and laugh, I really need it I guess, otherwise insanity may come along. Thanks for the friends who are still around and even more challenged to handle such senselessness (the band-aid-brigade as I call it).<br /></span></p><p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">My current theme song: hand in my pocket – “Im lost but im hopeful.. Im free but im focused.. im green but im wise.. im sad but im laughing.. yeah! So what it all comes down to, is there anything gonna be fine, fine, fine? Coz I have one hand in my pocket and the other one is giving a peace sign!” </span></p><br />Im thankful I was able to overcome those.. But things are more different now, more difficult, I can tell. but as the saying goes: "<span style="font-weight: bold;">This too shall pass"</span> - I believe that!<br /><br />Currently Playing: Hand in my Pocket by Alanis Morissettegesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-60429151696885876392010-09-09T22:06:00.000-07:002010-09-10T23:53:59.233-07:0011th...<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;" >"I wonder what she would say to me right now if she could see me and see how I've been living and I wonder if she knows most days I fall short of being the person she wanted me to be... You know my life is pretty good, it is. But I was just searching for something to make it great just something to make it matter, so, I don't know..." </span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;" >- Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Today is my Mom's 11th death anniversary.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Usually nagpopost ako ng tungkol sa kanya. kung kumusta na ko sa mga taon na nawala siya, kung sino ako ngayon dahil sa kanya, at kung ganu ko siya namimiss.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Pero di ko siya magawa dahil punong puno ang isip ko ngayon ng mga halu-halong bagay.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Hindi ko maintindihan, dati okay naman ako.. para sa 11 years, natanggap ko na wala na siya..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">okay lang naman na maaga akong naging independent.. na naging self learner... macgyver pa nga ang tawag sakin ng friends ko kasi kahit mga imposibleng bagay nagagawa ko katulad ng pag-akyat sa likod bahay at pag-unlock ng mga pinto. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">okay lang na wala akong debut party nung 18yo ako kasi wala na siya para mag-asikaso, di gaya ng sa ate ko na super engrande. sabi ko okay lang na sa beach nalang ako nagdebut kasama mga friends ko, pero deep inside, gusto ko rin ng mga 18 roses at party-party. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">okay lang na hindi ko natutunan kung anu ang ibig sabihin ng graceful at sweet sa pagiging isang babae, ung daddy ko kasi masyadong matigas, ni hindi nga kami niyayakap nun e., hindi rin marunong magsabi ng kind words.. barkada ko pa puro lalaki, so kumusta naman ako??!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Lagi kong naiisip na okay lang ako, na naka-move on na ko since nawala siya.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Pero ngayon bakit andami dami kong tanong...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">Mommy..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">dati nung bata pa ko masaya na ko pag pinaghahati-hati mo saming magkakapatid ang isang balot ng m&m at kisses, bakit po ngayon hindi ako makuntento kahit andami dami ko nang kayang bilhin?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">dati ang saya-saya nating buong mag-anak na nagsisimba twing linggo,, bakit po ngayon parang ang layo-layo ko na kay lord?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">dati sabi nio sakin may tamang oras ang paglalaro. sa umaga hanggang 8-10 lang ako dapat nasa labas kasi masyado nang mainit, sa hapon naman 4-6 lang dapat kasi masama na maglaro sa gabi. sa ngayon po, kelan ko po ba masasabi kung dapat na kong tumigil o pwede pa kong magpatuloy?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">lumaki ako na masayahin at alam nio po na dahil yun sa marami kong kaibigan. pero ngayon na marami nang nagbabago at marami nang umaalis, unti-unti kong naramdaman ang sakit dahil sa pagkawala nila.. bakit po parang nahihirapan na ulit akong magmahal?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">bakit po natutunan ko na hindi umaasa sa iba pero nakakaramdam ako ng inggit sa iba na hindi kaya mabuhay nang walang ibang tao sa buhay nila?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">bakit po hindi ako natutong maging sweet? para tuloy lagi kong ipinipilit ng sarili ko sa iba?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">maliban po sa mga recipe na naituro nio sakin,, anu po bang recipe ng happiness? sana naishare nio sakin yan kasi dati parang ang saya-saya ng buhay nio.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Look at the brighter side of everything ika nga... Pero mula pa noon, un na ang mind-setting ko kaya masasabi ko na okay lang ako.. lagi akong nakangiti, masaya. pero may mga panahon na hindi ko alam kung totoo pa ang mga ngiting un. Minsan hindi sapat ang 'looking at the bright side of everything'. Andaming nawala sakin nung kinuha siya ni lord. andami kong gusto malaman na hindi kayang ibigay ng ibang tao, siya lang, kaso wala na siyang pagkakataon, ganun din ako. Marami pa pala akong dapat natutunan, sana mas nakilala ko pa siya., pero alam ko sa pagkakataong ito wala naman akong dapat sisihin. Life goes on pa rin ang drama ko at magiging paulit ulit nalang ito. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-style: italic;">Ang daming nagsasabi na sobrang kamukha ko daw kayo lalo na nung dalaga pa kayo. :)<br />I miss you 'My! un lang naman ang gusto kong sabihin. Kahit short lang naging pagsasama natin, nakatatak na un sa isip ko, at kahit 11 years na ang nakalipas, hinding hindi ko pa rin nalilimutan ang bawat sandaling un.<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"><span style="font-style: italic;">I love you 'My! Hanggang sa muli nating pagkikita! :)</span><br /><br /><br />Currently Playing: <span style="font-weight: bold;">Time in a Bottle</span> by Jim Croce, <span style="font-weight: bold;">Dare You To Move</span> by Switchfoot, </span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-77128778219213821172010-08-26T05:32:00.001-07:002010-08-26T06:53:12.753-07:00jeepney trip ride<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">"Sometimes things hit you in the most unexpected ways"</span><br /><br />Paggising pa lang sa umaga mabigat na pakiramdam ko. Alam ko kasing merong mangyayaring ayoko sa araw nato. Ideya pa lang nakakabad trip na, dagdagan pa isang text message mula sa taong yon na mababago ang schedule ng pagkikita nio. ansaya diba? sira ang plano ko para sa buong araw.. minsan na nga lang maglleave- napurnada pa! good morning to me!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Should be Schedule:</span><br />*<span style="font-weight: bold;"> 9 am</span> - meet my former HR head, punta sa SSS para mag-ayos ng mga dokumentong kelangan ayusin<br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">12 pm</span> - lunch<br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">1 pm</span> - mall<br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">3 pm</span> - go to my dentist<br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">4:30 pm</span> - go to a doctor - check up<br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">6pm</span> - home sweet home!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Instead Schedule:</span><br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">9 am</span> - lunch<br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">11 am</span> - lumabas ng bahay - hindi alam kung san pupunta.<br /><br />Sana pumasok nalang ako, at least may masayang kausap sa opisina. Pero kelangan kong samantalahin ang once-in-a-blue-moon-leave ko.<br />Dapat rin nanahimik na lang ako sa boarding house,, pero grabeng nakakabato ang presensya ng tv na walang cable at ng kamang nanghihikayat na matulog.<br /><br />Sumakay ako ng jeep mula muntinlupa, hindi ko alam kung san pupunta.. matapos ang halos kalahating oras na byahe nakarating ako ng binan, pinababa na ko ng driver. sumakay ulit ako ng jeep. tulala mode. ewan ko, gusto ko lang bumyahe, mawala, mapagod, lumayo. ang dami daming laman ng utak ko kahit labas-pasok lang naman ang mga ito..<br /><br />* ayokong makita ang dati kong hr head at mag-ayos ng mga inaamag na mga files sa sss. hindi ko na trabaho un! na-turn over ko na sa kanya, bakit ako pa rin hinahanap nio?? isa pa, ayoko nang balikan ang mga bagay na tapos na sa akin.<br />* Wala na kong pera - ang haba ng August, ayaw pa matapos! ggrrr...<br />* gusto kong manood ng senate investigation ng pnp - di ko magawa, waalng cable!<br />* namimiss ko na ung dalawang close friends ko! ung isa serious sa pag-aaral, ung isa naman serious na sa girlfriend. wala na kong kakulitan, wala na kong kasabay kumain ng dinner, wala na kong kahagikhikan, wala na kong kausap ng malaliman. i must admit, namimiss ko na sila., nakakamiss din pala sila! wahehehe...<br />* love life ko - major major wala nang nagiging progress! TSE!!! :)<br />* at marami pang iba.<br /><br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">1pm </span>- napunta ako sa cabuyao,, sa isang monastery doon.. madalas ako dun dati nung taga roon pa ko. Poor Claire Monastery. pag gusto kong ipahinga ang isip ko, dun ako napunta,, 3 years na since narelocate ako, kaya ngayon lang ako nakabalik dun. nagulat ako sa sarili ko, hindi ko pinlano, dun nalang ako dinala ng jeep. sarap talagang kausap ni Lord,, parang nagiging okay ang lahat. thank you po. :)<br /><br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">2:45 pm</span> nakarating na ko agad sa sss office. dumating ung dati kong mam 3:10, not bad. sa lahat ng nangyare,, ayos ang kinalabasan ng meeting. mahabang proseso pero ang maganda nasimulan na. yeah!<br /><br />* <span style="font-weight: bold;">6 pm</span> - check up- buti nahabol ko pa ung isang doctor.. kaso wala na ung dentist ko.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">andaming nangyare sa buong maghapon,, napagod ako kakabyahe,, amoy usok na ko!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">minsan magugulat kana lang sa pwedeng mangyare kahit na alam mo na ang dapat iexpect. masaya din pala makareceive ng mga little surprises mula kay lord. parang sinasabi niya na: <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"my dear, dont under estimate me"</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">just when i thought that today is gonna be an undesirable day,, but it turned out to be a meaningful one!</span><br />Hanggang sa susunod na trip ride!<br /><br />Currently Playing: You Already Know by Traingesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-72143674256159411522010-08-24T00:34:00.000-07:002010-08-24T05:13:24.549-07:00Still Proud!<span style="font-size:100%;"><br />I got mad and I laughed at the same time while I was watchin the SWAT Team do their struggled strategies in the Grand Stand. I am quite disappointed to what had transpired.. Mr. Mendoza still died. The whole world was watchin, might be laughing as well.<br /><br />On the other side,, Ms. Venus made our today though. She somehow uplifted the spirit of the Filipinos all over the world.<br /><br />Such a roller coaster ride feeling. I'm glad to read this wall post that says exactly how I feel:<br /></span><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span style="font-size:100%;">"I'm still proud to be a Filipino... I will still enjoy adobo and will still be resilient in the midst of adversaries... With shame and fame, I can still wear a proud Filipino smile! :)"<br /></span></h6><h6 class="uiStreamMessage" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span style="font-size:100%;">- <span style="font-size:100%;">apir</span> Melvin A.!</span></h6><br />Currently Playing:<span style="font-weight: bold;"> You Can't Always Get What You Want</span> by Glee Castgesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-86684363230591656062010-08-16T20:08:00.000-07:002010-08-16T23:26:15.583-07:00never been this crappy<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" >Living in this world full of expectations is never easy.<br />Its a tragic battle within yourself in living the right way or th</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" >e other.<br />Most of us were taught as we grew up to be good persons - I for one.<br />I was raised to be responsible in every aspects of life.<br /><br />But I also believe that learning from experience is truly has a lot to offer. Circumstances are bringing you to such experience and it requires good decisions. But what if you're in a middle of doing the good and bad? And it is when you hear the world is telling you to take the risk of jumping into a cliff that you know that will bring you to danger.<br />Most people will say, "How would you know if you won't try it?"<br />And when you did, comforting voices fill in your ears saying, "Its okay, its normal, you did the right thing." yet deep inside of you its really not.<br />Suddenly you're drowning in confusions and disturbance.<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" >Its hard.<br />Like for instance, when you realize that what you needed and wanted in this world is to love and be loved. But what you did was a terrible thing and you messed up,, pushing what you really <span style="font-style: italic;">wanted</span> and <span style="font-style: italic;">needed</span> far far away. And on that moment, you realize that what you thought right was in fact a big fat mistake.</span> <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" >"<span style="font-style: italic;">You'll never know the right way til you're lost</span>"</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" > - Unknown</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" ><br />What a crap!</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmdINPw1Fwo3x-kGpWg9ht8YNbaYSFKtLRyp2_KH-jddoCIc5xZn_39RY2p47XdrTuJMuDTViAGq2Pbu3DDxhsstGklkX_I2xAr8R1O1NsBFszJo9fpVsy-HgnOFFeda4_et_CcV_wOlhq/s1600/8034-8a1c84-480-585.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 205px; height: 251px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmdINPw1Fwo3x-kGpWg9ht8YNbaYSFKtLRyp2_KH-jddoCIc5xZn_39RY2p47XdrTuJMuDTViAGq2Pbu3DDxhsstGklkX_I2xAr8R1O1NsBFszJo9fpVsy-HgnOFFeda4_et_CcV_wOlhq/s400/8034-8a1c84-480-585.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506246822309867378" border="0" /></a></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><a style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;" href="http://piccsy.com/2010/08/the-finger/"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">(source)</span></a></span><br /></span></div><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" ><br /><br />Currently Playing:<span style="font-weight: bold;"> I Caught Myself</span> by Paramore and <span style="font-weight: bold;">Loser</span> by Beck</span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-87741294397351146432010-08-11T19:16:00.000-07:002010-08-12T00:08:43.520-07:00better? hhmmm...<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://piccsy.com/2010/06/better-mistakes/"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 319px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSy0cbAdtVXF1ghIrp7Lv6UthAUHzhPnWLco0YF4-nIOb4X2XQ1v_Jz_L1aaCdIjRjM0xk4p1sS1TdzVEAk-GWLcvskCGivytBxcFjpBKr5ggNxhw4r5UaBw_NR2yz27qXKa5_VVTr3I1m/s400/4221-better-mistakes-400-319.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504394046286975282" border="0" /></a><a href="http://piccsy.com/2010/06/better-mistakes/"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:78%;" >Source</span></a><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br />yes I will!<br />wait, anu kayang magawa??!</span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-49040071531312784452010-08-04T01:23:00.000-07:002010-08-06T00:56:22.699-07:00guidelines... :)<span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-size:100%;" >I would like to share to you about a friend.. My room mate.Though we have a lot of differences,, our perceptions and opinions still meet in some point of life.<br />Last night,, while we're having our one-on-one drinking session..<br />We talked about our journals and whats written on it. She only started writing on it for only about 2 weeks,, she told me she got it from me.<br />She showed me her scribblings of whatever is on her mind day by day. I can tell she's good. I told her to start blogging but she said its really not her thing.<br />I was surprise to read her own "guidelines" or let me say <span style="font-weight: bold;">"Guidelines for Survival"</span>?? haha! I</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-size:100%;" > have my own version but its in my other journal. Let me just share hers:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">* Focus on what you have.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">* Don't compare yourself to others.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">* Its just money,, you cant bring it to your grave.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">* You have your family and loved ones.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">* You'll have your own turn.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">* 2012 Vision - Live like you're dying! (i told her about it, hehe!)</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);"><br />* God is the one who scheduling things. Just be patient.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">* Be positive.</span><br /></span><br />She told me that everytime that she's confused about something, she's reading her guidelines over and over. I wanna read this whenever i will feel dissatisfied. What I like the most is the 5th, <span style="font-weight: bold;">"you'll have your own turn!"</span> - yeah, i believe that!<br /><br />I admit,, im really learning from her even though i have a lot of complains about her (household chores, love problems, etc.).<br />Despite the differences,, I'm really glad i have her as my room mate and ka-nomo!<br />Last night was one of our best conversations - Winner!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-size:100%;" ><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNcVSpfW10hi3hjsYYKAczq_20fhVuSJlpEBbNZOyjqgpjoeBUvPlBQLDnXt3VrbmZG33mpy4xC7SFaWEfGnFM5Z851uhDN2aW8XJMh3-51e6FS2cNCWQyT1yNt5K900gU_qCNZgpaCut4/s1600/Picture+6.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 204px; height: 170px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNcVSpfW10hi3hjsYYKAczq_20fhVuSJlpEBbNZOyjqgpjoeBUvPlBQLDnXt3VrbmZG33mpy4xC7SFaWEfGnFM5Z851uhDN2aW8XJMh3-51e6FS2cNCWQyT1yNt5K900gU_qCNZgpaCut4/s320/Picture+6.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5501511212737407650" border="0" /></a></span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br />Currently Playing: <span style="font-weight: bold;">Because I Got High</span> by Afroman</span><br /></span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-40973768843369947552010-08-03T00:36:00.001-07:002010-08-06T00:58:26.766-07:00Nomo! nOmo! nomO!<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-family:georgia,bookman old style,palatino linotype,book antiqua,palatino,trebuchet ms,helvetica,garamond,sans-serif,arial,verdana,avante garde,century gothic,comic sans ms,times,times new roman,serif;font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"You don't have to be a beer drinker to play darts, but it helps.</span>" ~Author Unknown</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br />I'm not an alcoholic.<br />Maybe im getting there.<br />Im trying to be happy - I am.<br />But I heard happiness is just a state of mind-<br />guess its right.<br /><br />I wanna drink<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >I wanna talk</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >I wanna be heard</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >I wanna be understood<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >I wanna sleep<br />I wanna forget<br /><br />This will only take for a while,,<br />till I'm able to figure out what i'm gonna do with my life..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" ><br />Currently Playing: <span style="font-weight: bold;">Need You Now</span> by Lady Antebellum</span><br /></span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-15563403922563933602010-08-02T16:45:00.000-07:002010-08-02T01:52:09.323-07:00I wanna...<span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I wanna go to Sagada - kahit ako lang mag-isa ! =)</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Sana kayanin ko!<br /><br />gusto ko lang makakita ng seabed of clouds tulad nito... haayy...<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif0lqAz3JI9oVJvgc0rNncSq3DuwTNrqFmgxViSPvq4UwoTO0YrpV64En367rLJ9Qcbea5ZKj_SwwyVWNmbo5XCuJ1Mm91KcIvek2l6u3edeenABwBcyIoPAj-NUGTH7F3H1-fvSreVDKO/s1600/titlehead1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEif0lqAz3JI9oVJvgc0rNncSq3DuwTNrqFmgxViSPvq4UwoTO0YrpV64En367rLJ9Qcbea5ZKj_SwwyVWNmbo5XCuJ1Mm91KcIvek2l6u3edeenABwBcyIoPAj-NUGTH7F3H1-fvSreVDKO/s320/titlehead1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500729579619914658" border="0" /></a></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">Currently Playing:</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Beauty In Walking Away</span> </span><span>by Marie Digby<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> light shines off in the distance<br />A pale flickering glow<br />How many times do I have to dream that I could be there<br />The time is here and she won't be waiting for me to find the easy way out<br />I've lost count of the days that were wasted<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">There's an answer</span> in the sound of a train<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">There is wisdom</span> past the bridge on the bay<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">There's a lifetime</span> through the fog, in the rain<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">there's a beauty in walking away </span><br /><br />I float on the streets that are empty<br />take the path that the wind only knows<br />Tonight is the last time that I'll ever be here<br /><br />There's an answer in the sound of a train<br />there is wisdom past the bridge on the bay<br />There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain<br />there's a beauty in walking away<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">It's never quite simple, it's never that safe </span><br />it never seems perfect until it's too late <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">It's never the right time to find a new way </span><br /><br />There's an answer in the sound of a train<br />there is wisdom past the bridge on the bay<br />There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain<br />there's a beauty in walking away<br /></span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><br /></span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2250791746517832161.post-51088795143602766002010-08-01T23:37:00.000-07:002010-08-02T01:37:57.305-07:00please stop haunting me..<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"Memories are wonderful things if you don't deal with the past."</span> - Celine, Before Sunset<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKsQoZirKDl1XL5nrnzxU45y3jk7TSNhhT8pnpKY4xO0G5wAvjokIE_gFQPAqLZuSYlKpn7Qm1QP6NPwYQmTLZEGRPGeL1upPYlF6qRYS0dg4M_qqARa6MlTCkrjdf8i0SRqA2K9hyC_lb/s1600/841247_before-sunset-posters.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 136px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKsQoZirKDl1XL5nrnzxU45y3jk7TSNhhT8pnpKY4xO0G5wAvjokIE_gFQPAqLZuSYlKpn7Qm1QP6NPwYQmTLZEGRPGeL1upPYlF6qRYS0dg4M_qqARa6MlTCkrjdf8i0SRqA2K9hyC_lb/s200/841247_before-sunset-posters.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500713709249107538" border="0" /></a></span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:100%;" >I have enough of the past...<br /><br /><br />Yoko na balikan..<br /><br />Bawat maling nagawa o nasabi...<br />Bawat bagay na dapat sinabi pero di nagawa...<br />Bawat maling pagkakataon...<br />Bawat masasayang oras at puno ng pag-asa...<br />Bawat pinangakong hindi naman natupad...<br />Bawat magagandang bagay na naglaho na<br />lang nang hindi namamalayan...<br /><br />Lahat yan nakalipas na - at hindi na babalik pa.<br />dapat naman na talikuran na...<br /><br />Kelangan ko nang magsimula ulit at gumawa ng mga bagong mali,<br />bagong masasayang oras, bagong pag-asa at bagong pangako...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" >Currently Playing:<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Cannonball</span> by Damien Rice</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span>gesmundshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10773280074986728044noreply@blogger.com0